It’s been a couple weeks into college, although it feels vaguely like it’s been forever. Seriously, I don’t know what it is, but as fast as my senior year of high school went, that’s about how slow my first year of college is going so far. I like my classes, for the most part, although I’m really not into my major. That’s the thing about a liberal arts education. They really want you to be well-rounded, which is awesome in theory, but I was most excited about the getting into what I want to be studying aspect of things, and I really haven’t reached that point yet. It’s mildly disappointing, but the workload thus far has been so manageable that I can’t bring myself to complain much.
Last week, Callie was home, which was AMAZING! Because though I would have preferred the circumstances for her being home were better, I got to see her twice! We had a blast. I love just chilling with her, talking about life and all the ups and downs that come with it. I always feel so relaxed and de-stressed after hanging out with her. We really get everything out, and sometimes that’s exactly what you need to do. She’s such a great friend for letting me get all my stuff out and still wanting to hang around me
I owe you big, Callie!
The weekend before last, since obviously a natural order of time means absolutely nothing to me in my blog, was Artapalooza in CF. Which means I headed back home for the day. I saw so many people, and it’s truly amazing how much more respect and love I have for my town now that I’ve been away from it. And the thing is, I haven’t even been away from it that long. Which makes me wonder if I’m going to really start missing home more often. I know that I can go back whenever I’d like, but really I can’t. There will be work to do and social events to attend to and WTV meetings to make and Trumpet deadlines and all these amazing college-y things that I really want to be involved in, and I’m afraid the balance will be a little harder to make. Thus far, though, I’ve been handling the freedom rather well, if I do say so myself. I haven’t cracked and I’ve been getting my work done with time to spare. But then again, I’m usually very on top of things in the first few weeks. It’s toward the second semester that things start to wear on me and I lack in the homework department. It is my goal to be better at time management this year though. I guess I don’t really have a choice about it, do I? I slack, I fail. Failure is not an option. Because once I get through this year, I’ll get more of a chance to focus on what I want to be doing. Communication Arts.
Which brings me to another topic. I’ve recently thought about changing my major up a bit. Instead of double majoring in Comm. Arts print media and Writing, I think I’m going to be doing a double emphasis/major in Comm. Arts print and electronic medias. I don’t need a degree to write. Plus, with the print/electronic media double major, it opens up some doors for potential publishing jobs, which I’ve been recently thinking I might actually really enjoy. And no, not just because of Ryan Reynolds in The Proposal. Nice try, though. The job just seems like something I might be interested in. I’m just beginning to see the beauties of what I could do with a Comm. Arts degree.
As for back home, I miss my grandparents, and the neighbors something crazy. Luckily I’m going to have a movie night with Nicole on Friday, so that’ll be nice. Because she’s basically like a big sister to me, and I haven’t gotten to talk to her the last couple times I’ve been home, because they’ve been quick stops home. Just a few hours and stuff. Plus, I miss my “little sister” Jaylee and my (I call him this mentally, cuz he’s adorable, and if Jay is my surrogate sister, then he gets to be this) “little brother”. They’re too much fun, and I hate missing weeks at a time of them growing up. It kills me, because I got so used to being there every day for them. Being apart for a week feels like I miss a world of things. But I know they’re always there for me, and I am always there for them. I’m only 20 minutes away, and I remind myself of that to keep me sane.
Well, as I leave, I will leave some pictures of my dorm, which really don’t do it justice. Because it’s a pretty effin’ sweet dorm. And some things have changed since I took these pictures, so I’ll have to update in a later post. But it’s late for me on a weeknight and I really should be getting to bed soon. And also, pictures relating to the rest of the post. Me n Callie, Me n Jaylee, and Brecken bein’ silly.